I was there myself – basics in 1979, then 9 months JL’s, then one year at Ruacana, plus six camps (of which 3 were border camps) afterwards. Inxeba was 300% better than this movie in my opnion. Kanarie was just TOO much— trying to bring some things/ideas across. Way too much dialogue was used when silent moments would have been MUCH more powerful and effective. The idea of the movie was great; the execution of it however failed big time!

I think it all comes down to lived experiences and frames of reference. To me, this was one of the most realistic films I have ever seen. The fears and depiction of conscription and army life (the swearing in every second line, and the “photo stills” of the boys on the order), the power relations, the impossibility of escaping the church’s ever present eyes, stolen kisses in secret, much needed criticism about the army’s relationship with the church (the English lady) yet directed at the wrong people, the fact that individuality was not possible and being constantly watched. Wanting to escape and not being able to. Feeling ashamed after your first sexual encounter because of your own homophobia. All of this is very realistic to many who lived through it.

Johann’s emotional coming out scene was difficult to watch.

Also, there are many similarities between KANARIE and Inxeba, especially concerning power relations; the way individuality and change is oppressed in favour of the norm. Both films also shine a light on toxic masculinity and the way patriarchy victimatises and ensnares men.

Thank god, our stories are being told.