MATRIX DIRECTOR SPEAKS ABOUT TRANSGENDER JOURNEY

Lana Wachowski, the critically acclaimed director of the Matrix trilogy and the new movie Cloud Atlas, opened up about her journey as a transgender woman while receiving the Human Rights Campaign’s Visibility Award in San Francisco this past weekend.

Wachowski’s emotional speech included heart-wrenching stories about her inability to fit in as a child and her suicide attempt during high school.

Wachowski shared her highly personal story with the goal of making conditions easier for other transgender youth to feel confident about their futures.

In her remarks, Wachowski touched on the painful isolation that is all too familiar to many LGBT youth: “…without examples, without models, I began to believe voices in my head — that I was a freak, that I am broken, that there is something wrong with me, that I will never be lovable.” Those feelings led her to consider suicide while in high school.

Wachowski closed her remarks by stressing that she wants to be a beacon of hope for youth struggling with those same feelings of isolation.

“I am here because when I was young, I wanted very badly to be a writer, I wanted to be a filmmaker, but I couldn’t find anyone like me in the world and it felt like my dreams were foreclosed simply because my gender was less typical than others,” she said.

“It took great courage for Lana to share her personal story,” commented HRC President Chad Griffin. “The impact of people like Lana and other high-profile figures who talk openly about their journeys sends an incredibly powerful message to youth who, on a daily basis, feel like they are broken simply because of their gender identity or sexual orientation.

“No one should ever feel like their dreams cannot be achieved because of whom they are, and Lana is a shining example of how we are at our best when we are true to ourselves,” said Griffin.

Lana Wachowski was born Laurence Wachowski (known as “Larry”) in 1965 and went on to direct the Matrix trilogy with brother Andy Wachowski.

Rumours that Lana was transitioning her gender from male to female spread in the early 2000s. It is believed that she completed her transition sometime after 2008.

Watch Lana Wachowski’s moving speech below.